Reunited

This Sat morning, ngelukis jam 9-11an (as always) terus ternyata plan hari ini adalah diajak kaka gue untuk jalan-jalan sama her bestfriend which is my friends too. Okaay, jadi gue akrab banget sama sahabat kaka gue, namanya ka Kerin and ka Ruth but i called them ka Cung and ka Ute (memang nama panggilannya begitu sih). Anyway, glad that i can get along with them well since i was in the 8th grade and they're on the 11th. Sekarang semua pada udah jadi anak kuliahan sedangkan gue baru jadi anak SMA, and gladly kita pada free semua this Saturday, especially Ka Ute pulang ke J-town dari Bandung. So when we arrived at home dari artclass di kompleks perumahan di Kelapa Gading, langsung ada mobilnya ka Ute (because she have arrived at our house, dia akan menjadi supir kita hari ini wkwk) and brmm mulai jalan untuk jemput ka Cung di Kemang, dia lagi ada acara lamaran gitu katanya. Before that, kita mau liat Ruci ArtSpace di Senopati and i fell asleep on the backseat  while we're on the way there, capek banget, sementara Jasmin sama Ka Ute ngomongin about they're college life, keliatan banget mereka kangen berat satu sama lain. Sialnya ketika sudah sampai di Ruci, ternyata art gallery nya lagi tutup jadi kita duduk sebentar di Cafe nya, ngeliat menu nya rasanya langsung mau cabut karena makanan cemilan harganya 50-60k. like bitch what. so not worth it mendingan nagombing (nasi goreng kambing) pinggir jalan. Change plan, Ka Cung nyusul kita di Ruci and the four of us got in the car. Pas di jalan, pada bawel (especially me) saking banyaknya pilihan tempat makan/ ngopi/ art gallery di J-town yang cantik ini kita jadi bingung mau kemana and guess where we ended up at? Makan sate padang di Kemang.

Then after a full-tummy makan pedes cantik, we went strolling di Kemang, sesat lebih tepatnya, dilema mau ke mana lagi and acting kayak anak-anak norak kaget ngeliat tempat-tempat lucu because how cute they're building is and the design interiornya juga. Tiba-tiba kita bikin keputusan untuk nonton this Ben Affleck movie (aka buff daddeh. sweet) called The Accountant. Keren banget because it's like drama and action at the same time, tapi endingnya ngegantung banget. After that, we decide to go to Menteng, ke tempat ter-pewe dan ter-ga-pernah-bikin-bosen which is Anomali. While we're on the way to go there, kita sempet carpool karaoke nyanyi Starving, Toothbrush, Untukku, Cerita Cinta, You Are My Everything, and Controlla by the one and only champagnepapi aka Drake. So fun it's never dull when i'm with them. Yay sampai! The night with some caffeine, full of love, stories and laughter! Reunions are always good, let's bless this Sat night, cheers.

'the night is still young'

Bazaar

Tidur 3 jam abis nonton om-om kesayang aka Kahitna (kalau ga tau, check out my last post saja). Tidur jam 2 kurang, dibangunin jam 5, betis kaki gue kram, pegel, butuh koyo pokoknya. Nyampe sekolah jalannya sudah kayak orang mabok, nyampe kelas baru bobo 10 menitan langsung dikagetin sama suara dari speaker disuruh ke bawah untuk upacara Sumpah Pemuda. Tapi seriusan pada ngomong 'andrea jalannya kayak orang mabok?' memang gaada bedanya ya cara orang jalan kalau lagi ngantuk dan lagi mabok. like dude. Terus eyebags segede bakpao, juga masih ada hitam-hitamnya dikit bekas maskara tadi malam. Pas upacara, berdiri menjaga keseimbangan tubuh saja sudah susah banget, kaki gue ga tahan, ga bisa. saya butuh koyo.

Sesudah upacara, acara bazar dimulai, cewe-cewe pada ganti baju sesuai dresscode kelas masing-masing. Kelas gue cewenya pakai baju hitam sama kain serut (also brought my wakai shoes bc no way im gon' wear sneakers in kain serut). Gatau kenapa perlahan-lahan jadi lebih semangat, capeknya ga begitu terasa lagi. Let the bazar begins! 'Kami dari X IIS 4 (stand 9) jualan nasi bakar, es buah, salad buah, keripik singkong, etc'. Jadwal hari ini juga ada pembagian rapor, dari jam 9-11. Rapor gue ga jelek-jelek amat lahya, thank god. Acara kayak gini biasanya band SMAN 30 ini memberikan hiburan begitu, katanya yang mau nyanyi juga boleh. I wanted to! Sudah bilang ke kakak kelasnya mau nyanyi 'Biarlah (hapuslah cinta)' by Soulvibe tapi kayaknya dia kesulitan main chordnya, jadinya ga jadi deh. Too bad that it's the only song i wanted to sing, karena nadanya gampang, ga rendah, ga tinggi. Tiba-tiba gue malah dipilih jadi mc sama kakak kelas ini (orangnya genit, modus, mamous gue) gue takut banget kan karena ini bener-bener dadakan jadi mc tapi ternyata juga ga buruk-buruk amat, lumayan bisa. Anyway, let's bless this Friday, bangun diawali eyebags kayak panda tapi ujung-ujungnya juga bisa have fun with my class.

Bisa dilihat dari sini gue sayang banget sama Milo ;)

Cewe X IIS 4

Kahitna 30th Anniversary

I have been so busy at school lately, and this Friday which is on the 28th of October, my school will hold a bazar where each class sell drinks and snacks like dent beans, cassava, fruit ice, iced mango, etc with low price. We also have to tidy up our class because it's a huge mess, and i've been chosen as the chief to decorate this cupboard which is going to be turn into a mini library in our class. I have to make the writings, dividing up each type of books or novels, and the worst part is that no one really give a shit about it. I've already assigned few people who don't have any work to do to come and help but they literally don't care at all and that makes me stressed out. There's only (at least) 3 girls who actually help me decorate our mini library and the class as well. I am tired of dealing with this, where you became the chief but it's just so hard to make people listen to you, no matter how loud you shout at them, so what more could i do?

After school, i rushed to come home, getting ready because my sister, my mom and a friend which i called Bu Pipit (my little brother's young teacher actually), yeah she's cool. The four of us are going to attend Kahitna 30th Anniversary Super Show at Empirica Club, SCBD. I am beyond excited because it's my 2nd time seeing them Live and i don't think i'll ever get sick of it. marks my words. I left my school at 3 past something, arrived home at 3.15pm and quickly took a shower and my mom, sister and I went to SCBD by Uber. One thing i forgot to do is that, i forgot to eat. I only ate noodle at 12pm at school and that wasn't enough. We're in such a rush because there'll be traffic jam during 4-6pm. It's Jakarta! Okay it took one and a half hour to get to SCBD through the traffic jam and the rain! And we've finally arrived ;))

our kind of happiness

I felt like i'm the youngest spectator here, the rest of it was moms aged 30 until 50ish, including my mom, she have known this band when she was in high school in the 80/90s. Bu Pipit came late but the show haven't start yet. I was so hungry and i wanted to pee. I haven't eat anything since i ate a cup of noodle at school at noon. I couldn't go anywhere because once i get out of the crowd it's gonna be hard to come in again, and i'm on the front row. I felt tired, hungry, holding my pee while waiting for the moment that i've been waiting for. I only ate one candy Bu Pipit gave me, no drinks. Waited for 3 hours and when the show's about to start, i lost my exhausted feelings and i felt energetic, my body turns out to be full of excitement.

it's just so unexplainable i am 118/10 happy. They made songs which made people never get bored of when they listen to it. I feel so blessed being in the front row, the starve and the tire feelings, it's all gone. They're in front of me and i just want the time to stop for a while because i don't mind watching them live forever literally. *kok jadi ngmg kayak fangirl

Anyway i was so hyped towards Mario because he's so buff and goodlooking and very very tempting!!! My heart stopped when j reached for his hand and he actually hold mine, twice. There's also the moment when i recorded a video of him being in front of me and he actually took my ipod and kiss the camera while it's recording! 

Trying to reach out one another bc we're in love, right peeps?

that sweet (damn fine) smile which turns out to be my weakness

Let's appreciate the look peeps, if he's not attractive then you're la-la-lying. 

The shows ended at 10ish, felt like it goes on for 10 minutes. Couldn't be any more blessed.

Guru PPL

Belakangan ini hari di sekolah sialan banget gue kepalanya udah pusing (dan tidak ada cowo secret yang nyalain bel pagar, dateng dengan sushi tei/ nasi goreng kambing/ puyo) #ehsalah
Masalahnya adalah gurunya. Guru PPL. Ngapain sih mereka di sekolah? Ok, kerja mereka adalah untuk menggantikan guru yang permanen karena sudah tua/ mau pensiun dan cara mereka menjelaskan materi pelajaran membuat semua murid ngiler dan ingusan mabok tidur. Guru PPL yang menggantikan guru permanen di sekolah gue adalah guru yang mengajarkan ilmu ekonomi, sosiologi, geografi dan sejarah peminatan. Hal pertama yang gue gasuka adalah bagaimana murid memperlakukan guru ppl seperti
"udah deh bro selo saja dia baik"
"gue belom ngerjain pr bodo ah, lagian juga gabakal dimarahin"
"makan kuy di kantin, bilang aja mau ke toilet"

1. Guru sosio: Tipe "yang penting gue ngerjain kerjaan gue , bodo amat muridnya perhatiin atau engga". Setiap pelajaran dia gue sering merhatiin kelas, pada sibuk sendiri dengan aktivitas mereka. Ada yang gossip, ada yang nge-stalk instagram orang, ada yang menggambar, ada yang nyanyi diam-diam lagi pakai earphones, ada yang ngeline sama teman/pacar dari kelas lain, ada yang baca wattpad/novel. Biasanya kalau guru sosio ini udah selesai presentasi (lebih tepat keliatan lagi dia ngomong sendiri karena semua orang literally don't give a shit), dia lempar main quiz gitu. Dalam hati gue mau ngomong "Bu, how can you expect us to answers  the questions correctly when you didn't even care about us if we were paying attention to your presentation just now?"

2. Guru ekonomi dan geografi: Tipe "baiknya 12/10". Known as "guru yang ga bakal marahin lo, palingan cuman bilangin baik-baik doang/ nasehatin". Sebanyak-banyaknya murid yang ga peduli dengan guru ppl, gue yakin masih ada orang (walaupun sedikit) yang memperlakukan guru ppl seperti guru yang sebenarnya (setidaknya) right? Well i am one of them. Tapi gimana kalau gue mau beneran belajar sama konsentrasi kalau yang lain pada bacot berisik kayak monyet harambe gitu kan jadi terganggu dan gurunya gamungkin bisa marahin mereka. Gurunya aja gabisa buat mereka diem, apalagi gue, yang ga punya kuasa. Kasian gue sama guru PPL ini.

3. Guru sejarah peminatan: Tipe "kalian berisik deh, eh ngomongin apa sih" Jadi bapak satu ini ter genit, ter gajelas, dan ter jb2an. Bahkan setiap pelajaran dia, gue ga anggap 'belajar', karena dia sendiri juga terpengaruh sama kita yang ngobrol dan yang lagi bercanda. Gue inget waktu itu deretan meja gue paling berisik, lagi ngobrol-ngobrol sama temen gue terus tiba-tiba bapaknya nyamperin kita "kalian ngomongin apa sih" like bitch, no. Dia keliatan terlalu baik sama sabar juga, jadi gabisa bikin kelas diem, tapi kadang kalau dia lagi presentasi/ ngejelasin materi, dia juga yang mulai bercanda dan satu kelas jadi ga serius dia yang ngajar.

Jadi yang lo baru baca di atas adalah alasan kenapa gue lebih suka guru galak, karena guru galak membuat kita menjadi lebih disiplin dan tanggung jawab,  takut untuk melanggar peraturan, takut kalau ga ngumpulin tugas tepat waktu dan ga berani untuk tidur selama dia menjelaskan materi, tapi tujuannya untuk kebaikan kita sendiri dan kalau dia marahin itu artinya dia peduli sama kita, untuk membenarkan kita. right? Jadi i am, literally, have been through so hard at school towards Guru PPL and surviving my ass off. There's nothing that i can do but accept it.

Astrawara

10/9/2016

This Saturday morning as i woke up about 9am, i was surprised that my mother didn't wake me up because she usually does, to got to ArtClass early before it gets a little crowd. When i came to her room, she was chilling on her bed watching TV. Before i was gonna go downstairs for breakfast, i checked my line first on my ipod. My best friend, Rafa was spamming me and i completely forgot that today, i promise i'd come to attend at her school which is Santa Ursula, because there's this exhibition where lots of university come to her school to offer their program. I left home at 10 past 15ish and i was in a rush that i forget to have breakfast. I was on my way by grabcar and i texted Rafa to come up to her school gate to pick me up. We both run and hug each other so tight, i miss her lots. It's hard to run days without her because i was always with her on the 8th and the 9th grade. I told her i hadn't had breakfast so she showed me the way to go to the food section and i bought chicken teriyaki with rice, sort of like a Korean style kinda food and we went to this spot where it's less crowded. She told me literally everything about this school which is very different from mine. It sounds so strict that made me feel sorry for her and how hard she had been through, but i guess it's for the good. This school's very strict that it changes student to have discipline.

the hallways decoration

Later on, she became my tour guide to her school because i would love to see more of it, it's actually very religious (christen and catholic) that there's so many statues of Santa Maria and Jesus on every corner in every class or being hanged by the hallway. Every class is full of different university,  private or public, they offer the courses that stands out the most. I went to hear some offer in NABA (Nuova Accademia di Bella arti Milano/ International Academy Arts and Design), they're offering courses held by highly skilled educators who are also practicing art and design. I can't describe my love for art and i want to be an interior designer when i grow up ps they also gave me the brochure which i would love to show it to my parents. Then i accompanied my bestfriend who wanted to hear a presentation from IPMI (International Business School) which starts at 1pm and held at one of the classes. It was so interesting and i didn't know that it would be this fun being serious talking about the future and why do we choose it.

hard not to laugh when i'm with her, my best friend

After that i went starving, so does Rafa, i wasn't planning to go buy some food from the food section because i know it's quite expensive, not worth it and i know i will go hungry again so Rafa took me to this food street outlet literally next to her school, where's there heavy food with low price. During this lunch with her, it was my turn to tell her the stories how and what i have been through at my school which i don't really like but what else could i do? i have to accept reality whether i like it or not. Then she comfort me by making me laugh. Lunch with her ended and we walked, having a little adventure bound (like we always do during junior high school after school which i really miss), we went to Katedral Church which i admire so much because of the interior. Took pictures there and realized there was a wedding car but we didn't see the bride and the groom. I wanted to go inside but she doesn't want to company me because she thought it would be a sin (for us muslims) and i was like "No, why would it be, i only wanted to go inside because i'm interested with building" but she still didn't want to company me and i was to scared to go alone. Her mom called and told her to go home, so i walked her to the train station (her was was located in Depok). I wish she can stay longer because we were not finish talking, but, still, i felt beyond happy that i can spent half of this day with her, my bestfriend. Until next time.

it's pretty