His little girl. Always

Time. Time affects change. Remember when you were a little girl and the one that would protect you the most is your dad? Then time flies, where you feel like you don't need any shield, where you want to find love and be safe in someone else's arms. That doesn't happen to me. At all. In my age, 16, I'm not changing to be those girls, I don't even wanna be, and I'm not trying to. I know i'm going to be someone else's but it's still a long road. Girls nowadays are like that, literally. Let's have empathy, how would your parents feel if you'd rather choose things besides your family, and left them like they don't mean anything to even though you're all that matters to them? It's heartbreaking. I know that they gotta let us go and explore while we can but at the same time we should spend more time while they're still here. I'm always my dad's, his favourite, even my mom notices that. I can still picture the days when i was 6 or 7 years old, sat on his lap on the bed and watching Lion King, or The Spirit: Stallion of The Cimarron, laughing and cuddling with him. Quality time with him. Always. And I;m glad our father-daughter bond doesn't even bend, or break. There's no changing in that. We're still the same. Now, even though he annoys me, asking me out if i wanna go to places or cafes with him when i know that he actually have a bad taste in choosing trending places. Still, i'd go with him, everytime i want to reject it, i always had a thought "don't do something you'd regret". I like the fact that he understands me so i can be opened up to him, sharing each other's story about what's happening recently, and also making jokes. He still know that i'm laughing even though my face doesn't show it.

Today, he and i went to the National Gallery to see an art exhibition "Between the Lines" and "Time Lovers". I am one lucky ass daughter to have a dad who got skills in photography.

After that, i persuade him, thinking it'd be good to go one to of my favourite coffee shop, Anomali because their green tea latte is the best, which i'm addicted to. I also find the place very comfortable, I love the interior designs, so we went there. Ordered green tea latte, my dad ordered Caffe Latte and we're sharing french fries for snacks. He's scrolling Facebook (which i don't play anymore) while I'm reading "The Way We Were" by Elizabeth Noble. Such a good Sunday, being with him, being his little girl, always.