A Night to Remember

Everytime i woke up in the morning for school, didn't had enough sleep yet, I kept on pushing myself "let's move, i won't feel the time anyway" and that is exactly what i did. Everyday. What exites me through the day is that I'm going to have something to look forward to in the evening. It's my sister's birthday and we're gonna celebrate it by watching "Konser Indonesia Bermimpi" Glenn Fredly at The Pallas, SCBD. I was already so tired from school, but i'm just trying to keep up, and also what disaster is that I haven't prepare what I'm going to wear which makes me gotta try like 3-5 outfits. I'm not the only one ok, don't judge.

It was rainy which cause the traffic of course, my mom's friends were there, my sister brought her bestfriend, Kerin whom I'm pretty close to. And yeah it was crowded already, on the lines. Finally get to enter and the place is beautiful, felt like in a church but there's a bar, and lots and lots of chandeliers. Felt like in a movie. But sadly, the air was full of smoke. I hate it. We gotta wait like 2 hours and I was starving, I even gotta hold my pee because it was too crowded to get out from the crowd. When he came, my energy was fulfilled and I let out my voice singing as everyone does. He makes me energetic, hype and brought good vibes for sure!

Long story short. I've been seeing him for 3 times and now, the 4th, is where he sang the song that I love the most. "Kisah Sedih Tak Berujung". It's like it saying "we could've but we didn't" or "we were maybe, never a must". Like you thought, this will be the last, but it didn't. You thought it could be "forever" but turns out to be "a while" so you just gotta accept it and keep it as a memory you'll cherish for the rest of your lives. or until someone new or time can do the healing. This song is the deepest for me, every word in the lyrics says it all. I almost cried as I sang along with my heart and soul. 

 

There just gotta be sax. Makes your hip move,
and dance to the groove.

I'm happy seeing you happy and dance like
no one cares, especially spending this moment
with your best friend. Live life, big sis.

There is no sister like you. There's sisters who would go to their bestfriend first to ask for advice, shut themselves and keep everything to themselves, especially personal things when they got a boyfriend. you told me all chapters in your life, the sweet and sour. I'm happy I get to hear it, I'm happy being there for you when you need me. I am such a cold hearted b that you're so patient keeping up with me. No one can bring the best version of myself but you, no one can make me laugh with tears when I'm at my worst or my darkest side. What's better is that you help me change to be better, help me to forgive, help me to accept, to start to look the goods inside of every people's soul and do some random act of kindness. Thanks for being here, watching me grow. You are more than just a writer. You are the most lovable caring person I've ever met in my life and I'm grateful having you as a sister. Thanks for always being my wing, and also being the Elsa to my Anna.